I did the oddest thing the other day leaving my house to get my girls from school. We have a little laundry room that leads out to our garage. In my hurried state, I closed the door from the living room to the laundry room on one end before opening the door that leads to the garage on the other end or at the very least turning on the light. So, I found myself standing in pitch-black darkness. My reaction was to close my eyes. Only a few steps from the light switch, I stood there with eyes closed a slight feeling of panic creeping into my gut.
Then, I laughed at myself. Out loud, for real. What an odd thing to do.
"I am the light of the
world; he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness..." ~John 8:12
En route to the school still amused by my reaction, it occurred to
me that though I closed my eyes I was still very much in darkness. Eureka!
Talk about a light bulb moment! You see, I stood there in my circumstance not
wanting to see that I was alone in the dark, so I closed my eyes. My own
hurried action of closing the door thrust me into utter darkness. I had been
distracted and in such a rush to get to where I was going, that I was engulfed
by darkness before I knew it. For that moment I could not see. I was blind and
disoriented. All I had to do was reach for the light that was at my fingertips.
Isn't that how we are when we are doing things we know aren't right? Maybe we are
not necessarily doing wrong, but we know we are not walking in a way
that is pleasing to our Father or we are not walking in His will. When our
spirit man is dying, the light in us is being snuffed out. Jesus said in
Matthew 5:14 that we are "the light of the world. A city set on a hill
cannot be hidden." How can we be the light if we blend in with the
darkness? Sometimes we choose to stay blind to things in our hearts that maybe
we are not ready to deal with because they are too painful. Perhaps we are not
ready for God to shine the light on some areas because we do not want things to
change. We ourselves do not want to change. Regardless of our motives or justifications,
if we aren't in the light we are in darkness.
Lord, help me to always keep everything in the light and to never be satisfied
with keeping things hidden from you as you see it all anyway. Give me the
courage to face the hidden things, turn my back to the darkness, and reach for
the Light.
"For though I fall, I will rise again. Though I sit in darkness, the Lord will be my light."
~Micah 7:8
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